Sometimes I don't update my lj. Oops.

I don't even know how committed I am to this entry. It's not that I don't want to update, it's just that I have other things to do, which at this moment include working on a scholarship, taking a shower, getting ready, and coming up with an awesome way to spend the first free Friday that both Elizabeth and I have had in quite a while.

I've been so busy! Bouncing from school to work to rehearsals to seeing people etc etc etc... It's insane and awesome and tiring and a whole lot of fun (the last two) and a tad boring (the first two).

And amidst all this chaos of trying to get everything done, working on my soon-to-open show, finishing my last month of the semester, driving up to LA, trying to hang out with people who are busy just like me, and then just the sometimes-not-so-simple act of living life, there is one thing that keeps coming to mind: UCLA's admission decisions.

Now, I've heard it all- the "things will happen how they're supposed to", the "oh you'll get in!", the "you'll make the best out of whatever happens", etc etc. And I appreciate all of these comments, I really do. But that doesn't change the fact that I don't remember ever being so entirely invested in a single decision of something in my entire life, and it's scary. I am hoping, praying, and crossing my fingers for the best, but still trying to realistically look at what my alternative options are. It's stressful, but I'm trying not to let myself freak out too much about it. I mean, I've done everything I can- the essays, the grades, the interview, the resume, etc. Now it's simply a matter of waiting, and wondering, and hoping.

Maybe I'll attempt to write in here more.

And in other news- Candace, I watched Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog right after you first told me I should... and then I watched it again this weekend and I'm newly re-obsessed. I bought the soundtrack last night. I adore NPH.